1am

It's been nearly three weeks and my ass still hurts.   The trip I took down those few stairs on the side porch did a number on me, though I do feel like I've started healing.  I can't help but think ten years ago it would've healed more quickly.   My fingers are going numb from typing this.  At least the sun was out today.  I let the kids play in the snow when we get home and it was nice to feel the Sun on me even as I shivered.   It's March.  One more month of winter.   I do not believe in wishing time away.   I think it's wrong when life can be so short but I'm really looking forward to the spring.   Lying back down on Todd's lap... We spend more and more time snoozing on the couch... Ellie sleeps much more lightly.   Not a tiny baby anymore.  Got The Sopranos on, a favorite way to unwind.