Monday

I feel cranky.  Getting up at around 5 most days doesn't help.  Now I just want to go to bed.  Ellie went to bed late And woke up early and I think I have her sleeping again while I'm on this stupid bike that seems to make me fatter while the bird yells at me and gives me a headache.

Three weeks left of school.  Adam put on a show this morning and Abbey started screaming her head off.  Apparently she was told at school it was a baby show.  She also screamed at me the other day she doesn't want to be different anymore.  And the self awareness and struggle begins.  I teach them all the time to celebrate difference I hope it helps her through this.  Running off to school.

And walking slowly up the stairs so he doesn't fall.  Night and day.  The days can be slow but the years are starting to fly.