So I reinforced the night before the last NOT to drink when sad. I only had a glass and a half but it did affect me...and gave me mood ups and downs. I learned that a few years ago.
Adam adores Abbey, insisting on kissing her if she's up when he gets up and running to her room to hug and kiss her if he's up first. I love it...it makes my heart proud. He's been learning about sharing and he has normal thoughts on it but also...he's really good. Yesterday I had her in my lap tapping on the little piano I thought Adam would be jealous...but he laughed and I swear he gave her a look like he was proud.
Took Mom to Target this morning, she just ADORES Adam and I had to remind her to say hi to Abbey...! As Carolyn says, the blessing of being crazy before she lost her husband as that she gets to maintain!
Todd and I are planning a trip to Maine for next month. Looking forward to it. When I was going through all the tests while having gestational diabetes and all through labor, I would close my eyes and picture Adam on the beach throwing sand on his Daddy and my daughter in a sun hat laughing. It kept my blood pressure down and really helped me through labor. Todd and I had talked about about going to the ocean each year so that's why I had chosen it. Once my Dad got sick, I didn't think I'd go, But Todd told me last week he'd still take me and I thought it was a good idea. Not I am really looking forward to making that image come true. All of us on the beach....Adam torturing Todd at least that part!
Watching Teen Mom...it's not as good as it was last year.
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I figured out a long time ago it probably isn't a good idea to get into the habit of wine at home alone. Maine sounds really nice. Good idea.
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