Friday, January 29, 2016

NYPD Blue

I'm watching NYPD Blue by default.   Todd's comfort show on prime.  It hasn't appleaded to me but Todd has passed out and I'm caught up in the storyline oddly.  My comfort show on Netflic is Grey's Anatomy.  Shows our generation gap.   Yesterday, I was over the moon to find out A&E brought back Hoarders.  Like, started filming it again.  I can't get enough of those lazy and obstinate assholes who live in their own filth.  And I have finally started The Walking Dead.  Addicting.   Still a bit frightening.   I hate the zombie thing.  They scare me.  I'm trying to relax more ..l was sick so much I feel like my immune system was sending me a message.     And I started a good book in Barbes & Nobkes yesterday while Ellie took every stuffed kitty off the shelf and onto the Lego table. Bro I bought it.    I usually spend free time in January cleaning and purging.  Look forward to it.   Not quite in the mood,mane trying to give my immune system a chance.  I did muster two bags of kids stuff to donate today.  Don't get me wrong....I spend lots of time playing tea party and coloring, I'm just trying not to feel like I have to clean in all my down time.  For whatever reason, I have a body that needs rest to stay healthy.  Must be that pesky auto immune disorder.

Monday, January 11, 2016

Tammy

How do you measure how sick someone really is? Hospital stay? Meds? Surgery? Vomiting?  Or when you look at someone you've know for 30 years and see such pain you get an ache in your gut.  

I had ran to the hospital Friday after I got a text from Tammy saying she was removing her colon. How could that be right?  I was there on Wednesday and they were talking Meds.  But it was.  I spoke to her doctors and looked at her and it was. 
Ellie fell in love with brother Louie. 
I returned late post op only to fall asleep as she tossed and turned.  But the next day, signs of life.  We even took a tour of the floor.  My favorite find. 
Yesterday Abbey wanted to go and deliver the cards they had made and wear Cinderella for her and make sure she wasn't going to heaven yet.  

I am so happy to see her finally looking alive again. 😘